homebody

god im a fucking loser... and i did what i always do and fucking forgot to write. hmm me and lyndz still arent speaking- way fun. i got a new job in watertown its ok, it might get old fast but its not to bad and i get paid well. thursday i went to marshfield with james and krista and ivea or however its is spelt and it was fun the ride was good i sang a lot of fall out boy. haha and i really love james. we dropped the girls off and i wernt to jamess and we hung out till like two in teh morning. it was really good. friday night james had a fucking rip it was shit show i went with amelia and it was realllllllly fun. we came home by like 4 am. i was too hungover to go to work so i didnt i kept calling to see if they needed me but kimmy was like no you ounds like ass go back to bed haha shes great. so after resting i went back to jamess oh did i mention that i brought 4 30s and a handle on friday yeah- its was good. saturday i went back it wasnt too crazy we didnt have a lot of booze i brought my own thank god for good planning. and i got drunk but i went home by 1 apperently it tunred out crazy after that- bummer id dint stay but oh well. sunday i went to work lovely as usual. sunday night...... I went to the cape!!!! me and marty drove down at like 7 its fucking pouredddddd the whole way there but we walked around and did sme window shopping. then we went back to vlads place and set up ruit. we took some shots,blew some riddalin?? smoked some bowls and played a BUTT LOAD of ruit. it was a great night i went to bed a t5 in the morning. i woke up and 945ish and thought i was dying. i puked like 5 times i coulnt get up finally at like noon i managed to get dressed and get some coffee and by one me and marty were heading back home. i slept for a long time. i was wayyy sick on monday and didnt go out. tuesday was a pretty quiet day i stayed home i went to group no andrew :( i missed him but it was ok. i didnt goout tuesday i did interview at sisterthrift tho. wednesday didnt go out. today was thursday. i did nothing. i worked and then went to the mall with eliza to get my heck and got some dinner. and then watched tv with my dad. i miss parties. and i dont wanna think that lyndsey is controlling my social life cuz shes not shes not saying i CANT go out but i do miss her a lot i miss just dickin around with her. but i dont know i might try and talk to her but i dont know how it will go. hopefully she can get over her pride and get over it. who knos tho. i need to go to cali and never come back! i love my caliiii boys!

fireworks

quick update on last night. i went to walpole, by myself- i wasnted to go with moe but she was with nick and vlad and i reallllly didnt wanna take them. i met up with krista, james, and dave and i left with james and krista to smoke and when we were out we saw deanna and kim and some guy from deannas work. we left and went back to the center of town to go meet up with james family and watch the fireworks. they were AMAZING kinda long, like a half hour but it was reallly fun. olivia kept calling though. she was with andrew and ashley and wanted to leace- who wouldn't?! haha but she could find us. after the fireworks krista and i left to get food and were planning on meeting up with james a little later. we saw a bunchhhh of people. olivia, andrew and ashley mt up with us. we saw katie and dave and steve. some weird guy hit on me and it was reallyl awkward but funny. james found us finally. so me james olivia dave and steve went to meet andrew ashley and jeannie at cvs? maybe. and then olivia,dave,steve ,james and me head back to my car to smoke. we then go to the pit thing and see krista,lara,katie,ashley,jeannie,and andrew. james and i made drinks but he thought everyone was being loud and stupid so we left. i took jeannie and olivia home and me and james met reeses at 7-11 and i bought like thirty people butts. i took james home and then went back to wayland. it was an eveentful night! oh Happy 4th of july!!