runny nose

hmmmm my runny nose is early. haha maybe not maybe my birthday wont be full of sketchy biz. HAHA. really the meaner i am the nicer people are. doesnt make much sense maybe its a way of demanding respect. drank some wine with the kids last nite. always a nice time. i know rob is stressed tho that kills me cuz there is nothing i cando. i hvanet seen my boy in days. myabe ill head into the city tonite. but who now when shits gunna blow up between us. i guess we both have to be nicer to each other. anyways.....gotta get to work soon im enjoying my random blogging tho its nice to get the words outta my head.