hey bitch, you know i mean that in the best possible way. hehe. your letter was amazing.it really means a lot and i hope you know that because sometimes i just have to write and let everything out i cant scream or talk i just have to write and i think thats how ur letter came across it was totally heartfelt and that means more to me that any material thing.
you and me are way alike in the way that we put our friends before ourselves, and yeah sometimes we get used that sucks. but i love you and love our little circle i wouldnt give it up for the world. and yeah standing up for oueselves or just saying no can be considered bitchy and thats not fair but i dont think its going to easily change but we can try.
I'm totally hurt and shocked that everyone went away to party without me. but i must have done something to deserve it and like i said earlier to you its in the past. i can do NOTHING i can be hurt but i cant rewind time and do things differently. i want to cry and scream and tell everyone how fucked up that was and how hurt i was cuz i dont think i could even explain how that feels to have EVERYONE rip out your heart and stomp on it. i had no one. i still have no one in my corner and i hate making thing a competition and me vs. everyone but i have a big tendecy to do that. and i want to try and change that but i just dont know life is crazy and it sucks so bad sometimes. but i have so much respect for you for getting this all out. i was us all to grow up. im sorry this is kinda random and rant- ish but i love you. and i hope you know that.
<3 ktbug
P.S I hope you consider this letter sacred and sincere..I hope you will share it with only your eyes! < totally copied that from you
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